At the end. Before we left that place we felt this... I don't know. Wave of feelings.

Like... All the awful feelings I've ever had, all at once.

[ and, well. she's from a zombie apocalypse. so that's a very solid 8 years worth of pent up negative feelings all at once. they're usually spaced out - people die, and time passes before she lets herself get attached to someone new. then those people die, and time passes again.

but all at once, that despair is a lot. ]