[...ah. he doesn't ask what those words were because it's not his business, but he can understand the sentiment enough.]
I don't think there's anything wrong with fighting back for the sake of one person. [first of all.] ...do you think you'll be able to say what you want to say to him now?
[ what is izumo and being completely honest in the first place? ]
I... I don't know. [ ... ] I know that I don't have a lot of time left given our situation.
[ well more like her situation than a collected "our", but for the sake of things she's going just to generalize it more. some people might believe she's okay but that's not what's in her mind. ]
I'm not even sure that I can come up with the words that I want to say to him.
We don't, you're right. [he knows what she means but also...he's thought about that, too, for hilariously similar reasons that he won't elaborate on. ] But I think...once you start trying to say them, the words will come.
[from the heart...] Maybe you don't have to plan it out. Just wing it.
[ if there was a time to mock him, it wouldn't be now. she...doesn't think she could mock him for it. the thing is, though, she doubts that she could actually go through it. there's some humor in the situation though. ]
You think so? [he might actually do that which is hilarious, but for now he's just giving her a light grin that says he's only entertaining the idea.] I dunno. He might wanna keep all of his secrets to himself.
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Th, thanks... I... For a moment I didn’t think I wanted to.
[ laughs sadly at her cyoa; there’s a bit of a wistful look on her face for a moment. ]
Except that I realized that I have a lot more things to say to Alphinaud—I didn’t want to leave the last thing I said to him as my final words to him.
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I don't think there's anything wrong with fighting back for the sake of one person. [first of all.] ...do you think you'll be able to say what you want to say to him now?
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I... I don't know. [ ... ] I know that I don't have a lot of time left given our situation.
[ well more like her situation than a collected "our", but for the sake of things she's going just to generalize it more. some people might believe she's okay but that's not what's in her mind. ]
I'm not even sure that I can come up with the words that I want to say to him.
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[from the heart...] Maybe you don't have to plan it out. Just wing it.
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You and Alphinaud both.
[ is she going to elaborate on that? nope. ]
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That's not vague at all. [but he still doesn't ask her to explain. he knows by now it's not likely.] In a good way or a bad way?
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As if I'd ever talk about Alphinaud in a bad way—not in any meaningful way.
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[ how to understand izumo as she dodges answering real questions. ]
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but hmmm.... ]
Would he? [ that's a thing to consider. would alphi hold back the "great secrets" of communicating with izumo? ] I guess he might.
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